Tuesday, January 29, 2019

or Let Me Go Away.

I remember a dream I had of an icicle,
and I liked it when I saw the cool water coming down from it.
I paced the time of my days, and made it all up on the way
and here you are again you came back to town
they said you looked my way but I was afraid to look back
I remember a moment of clarity
and it came in the clear of the morning even when it was cold
I want to fall apart, need you to take my heart,
or let me go away.

Thursday, January 03, 2019

Just PS

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Empty heart broken back.
Wasted life.
I lead with my heart.
I still come at it hard.
From a rare breed of people.
See the shine it's mine.
Still can't give it away.
There is nothing to say.

Tuesday, January 01, 2019

Only A Little Lie























breaking a man
it's all you are about
making yourself feel like
you the right thing
only a little lie
great place to start
empty heart broken back wasted life
thank you mom
no matter who
no matter when all of it
was easy to be
break it all
listen to the lies
make a big point

waiting for the day

if it never happened
it would be the same
there is there and when

waiting for the time
to pass by let it go
never there is here  



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harboring a moment
memory enhancing  lies
waiting for the day

it was never true
you made it up for you

 A scene where the protaganist places sticker under and on things that snoopy peopel would inspect.