we could have partied a little for a long time but we were greedy and stupid.

sometimes things aren't possible

the rest of the time they still aren't

when you piled up one me

i woke up under a pile of you

might of been my best worst day

a birthday song

I see the contradictions in my life

am I then a product or the producer (I am)

the artifacts would show my worth

then I wont give that away

there is no place in my universe

where I have won or lost

that fell apart when I was a kid

surely we are not there now

just a soul or two without a hand to hold

no rest no peace no healing

can't get a hold of ourselves

there isn't much left

existence between us is too hard

pushed from outside on all sides

same as it was and wants to be

we know now we can't hide

choosing not to notice doesn't even hide the pain

the fear has to go this is the time

the unwind of our lives

what do you think