4-27-06 (Draft Unfinished)

April 27, 2006

I don't give up
your not here for me
just these words
they will ring true

pointing out as you did
there was no other way and it's true.
we get the some way and it's true

Please now sip- then drink wholly
the moment is now-
it's for you, and I'm glad you're here
and that's great- I will be genuine.

When I fear
it's about love
do I have it or not-
do I get it all
do I understand
I just don't know most of the time.

I would stand-
when the shit fell down.
right in the way
this falls inside
those things were done
are we happening now
as I am with my pen- later my voice

if that seems hard
look at yourself now look towards me
and see me reaching

Maybe you know
things about me- somethings for sure
but- there is no all
I tried to go there
this hurt so much
I took the moment then
and made the day
I didn't cry- hardly noticed myself
then I was angry

You to me really cool woman girl.
that's fighting not to lose.

(unfinished)