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Just You 


I don't think it would be a bad thing if you wanted to hang out sometime
sadly I don't see this happening any time soon, or even anytime later, at all.
So Please don't think poorly of my style I have rocked this for miles
I am standing, still tall.

I can see you everyday you walk away and I know that you pose for me.
This can’t be imagination nor slick hyperbole just want to let you know.
There is still a way to me if you want it maybe not that much but really feeling it all.

The wilderness is lonely and dangerous but my life does not have to be that way.
If I knew how to find you when you were at your weakest I would go after all I could get.

I am not afraid to say that you humble me in all the ways that matter.

Can we rise to meet the rest of the days we may share or no?

When I finally falter when the light dims to not.
Hopeful there is yet more light on the other side.
I want it to be that you knew that I had enough when you were with me.

It could be that I never met anyone like you, or made things up about you that aren’t there.
Likely that you never saw me the way I made up that you might have.
There is all of this and yet here I stand oh my baby.

We should be lovers you should look to me for safety and comfort.
If you wanted me you wouldn’t even have to call. Right now is too long
for anyone like you to have to wait, and now I’m gonna have to go.

Never in your mind was I after you were sleeping. Rising to this
would be quite the day for me. If you are ever lonely or tired
or cold or all of these. All you need to do is be there.

lil ranch hand

It has been a while from the time
I pulled the cover over us
I have to say I miss it.

The storms are coming now to Denver
This is the winter in Colorado
A little hungry and cold I am smiling.

Done enough thinking and dreaming about you
My life wasn’t as good as it should of been

Still in Colorado where it’s snowing
Waking up early to see the sunrise
Filling my life with the clean air and the hills

Worked my way up to you just to fall down
Did all of the fourteens in these hills
Never hurt me but made me tired too

Wrong with me. (draft)

What the hell is wrong with me?
There's a fatal flaw I wont see.

Looking up there is the sky.
For everyone and this guy.
It's the same.
What's wrong with me?

Back in the day I walked away.
There was nothing left to say.

On the way down it's a hell of a ride.
When I wouldn't even had tried.
Nothing's changed.
What's wrong with me?

Against the wall I am still standing.
Hoping you might be wanting me.

Hey You There (draft 03-09-19)

The miles getting behind us

wind still in our faces

boldly go they said to the rest

and off we are a real new test

hey you there

you make we wake up early

and then I’m up and you are

lazy

go to work with you right on my mind

we’re teenagers again.

hey you there,

the world shakes around you

and then I’m smiling with your

story

have a drive you’re right there with me

we’re moving a new day

And you know when you smile like that babe

with all your stars in line, and when you

make me face up to your love

you put that passion out there

you make the days count for me

you are the real moment coming

hey you there

The miles getting behind us

wind still in our faces

boldly go they said to the rest

and off we are a real new test

What in the Hell is wrong with Me?

If you had the time to love me you wouldn’t do it.

I get it now.

It was all my empty packed on nothing hovering.

With the world spinning like it doesn’t even care.

I’m okay with all of it but your lips and eyes and hair.

You preset as a lover then you walk it back.

I make believe you until I hack.

You have the time to love me and you wont do it.

101

am I a struggling angel my baby
am I still a little boy
my mind it is working sometimes double
there can not be a real result

don't hide the things the things that have meaning
don't play with the things that they need

am I a dreamer walking on our earth
am I still a man in disguise
my eyes have seen the things we know that
push all other dreams aside

then I hid the things and played the dreams
forgetting all the things that I needed