that bad

once in a while
it was nice when we
had time for that now
we just let it pass us by

if I could remember when I
was younger and happy
I was young for sure
never really happy

this is not that hard you can't
deny me anymore we're old
is the game for you fun
still was it ever or no

how do we know what is happening
how do we find what we never wanted
now we never will even know
if we were after the same thing

never it was said
you could walk away until
it came to your very first chance
I couldn't give you another one I was alone

so I ran away and I left the ground
when I came back down it's a hard landing
alone is how it is just now who I am
it couldn't have been this bad was it