Easter (2006) Unfinished. 4msj

Easter (2006)

Then again with the tears,
what is it now, he's not here?
was he there where were you?
who's side am I on anyway?
wanting to comfort you but
unwilling to feed into the psychosis
letting it tear me up inside some
but knowing I am not, nor can I be
a victim along with you.

Sitting across the sanctuary where
peace should be known and shared I keep
from standing and I hold myself down
as I didn't cause the pain and cannot
stop what it is you are thinking
what you are doing to you,
seeing now so clearly there may never
have been a time we could have shared
there was nothing ever clear there.

Not between us, there was never anything
nor should there have been there couldn't be
the ground I stand on is not relevant to
any conversation you're interested in being a part of.

Jere (4-17-06) cbm.